i still care on her

even i working now, try to make myself busy
making myself tired whole day
but she always still appear in my mind
did she recover from sickness?
i still care on her
i want to c her
i want to hug her
she busy on her tutorials
i cannot skypee wif her
only can drop some msg to her
cheer her up
motivate her study
give some advice to ensure her healthy
i wan to c her
perhaps, i need a change
i must be mature
no childish
maybe we did not always contact , doesn't mean we not love each other
i need to trust on her
have faith on our love
i believe our bond will binding in the end of life
i really miss her so much..

1 year 8 months happy anniversary

today is me n her 1 year 8 month happy anniversary
even we broke up for temporary
i still remember this day
i would like to tell her " Dear, Happy Anniversary for 1 year 8 month"
i wan to say
but i cant
i dun want her back to moody in her life
i scare she miss me until cant concentrate on study
i cannot do it again to make her sad
even i have to keep it by myself
always remember our happy anniversary day
i'm happy that we have been together so long
i really cherish this relationship
u r the only girl that i ever have
i love u dear
Happy Anniversary

i call her just now, she sick, never let me noe..
she didnt tell, is ok de...
but i heard her sound sick getting seriously
but how m i goin to do
i cannot c her right now
i cannot cook porridge for her right now
when i knew some good guy cook for her
my feeling is some sort jealousness!!!
but i should happy
becoz got people take care her for me
i feel regret
i never cook porridge for her before
most of the time, i not beside her
she will sick
fuck you..god
r u playing me?
why i dont have this chance?
what can i do now?
she sick
she busy on her assignment
cant even talk for a while
wanna care on her
i only can praying
pls let dear be healthy
get rid the sickness from her
just let me sick even dont let her sick
i just wanna her be healthy

My first time

Guess this is my 1st time to write blog here
so far, i never have the experience for blogging
i will try to write my feeling
i'm so missing my little jojo
how is she now?
did she eat properly?
did dear sleep tight?
r her recover from sore throat n rashes?
i wanna know how well she been through at hull?
all i want just wish her to be healthy and happy in her life
ytd, she is damn moody bcoz of the certain housemate
i try and try to cheer her up, even she dun wan skypee wif me
i still wan accompany and talk to her , i use our Cute little 'Waddles' to make her happy
she did smile n laugh, i'm happy so much
i know girl like to be 'tham' by her bf
i will do it as much as i can to 'tham' her .
when she smile, tat is enough for me.
i dont want her moody, unhappy all the time
i wanna be at her side, but we are so far from each other.
i just do watever i must do to make her happy.
i always saw a couple walk around the inti
i imagine that we also been like tis before
i miss ur smile
i miss ur laugh
i miss ur hug that warm me up
i miss our kiss
now, i realized that u are not here
i am sad.
i know u also sad at there
i really love u so much, dear
that is true
no matter what, i will be as stone at here waiting u come bac to see me
i will wait for u coming back.
hope this 8 months can be over like a flash
1 more thing,
i finally can heard dear call me 'BE' in skypee
i'm so happy when heard that once.
even she never say it often.
i will always remember .