1 week

my dear have been go Greece for 1 week
n i cannot go with her
i in malaysia
she in UK
i damn hate myself
why i didnt pick to study in UK
then i wont suffer
i damn missing her
i wanna see her
i wanna grab her hand
i wanna play her hair
everyday i waiting her on9 or skypee
just becoz i miss her so much
why i cannot stop this
maybe i too love her
worry her
concern her
she can do anything she like in UK
haiz..
what can i say
maybe i too guai & tin hua
everytime she call me, i was sleeping
but i still up to pick up her call
i blur to told her i havent sleep yet.
i really wait this call every single moment
i miss her voice
somehow i trying to be make dear happy with joke
she really though i have intention to hurt her
make her bad mood
at last, i have been scold by my dear
pls
i wanna need ur have more attention on me
i wana sha jiao with u
n u should noe who m i
n i never mean make u angry
i wana make dear happy
so,i give up to argue with her anymore
i'm tired
watever i try to explain is useless
becoz i don't really how to express myself
i always a bad boyfriend

i try to change myself to be more romantic n dream guy that dear demand for
n i make it
u noe
may i'm not perfert for her
i do everything for her
even i'm so far from her
but there is 1 thing i noe which is I love her so much

every time i dream of her walk away with other guy that never know
she leaving me
i always scare that moment come to me
but it have come once to me before
i dun wan have it 2nd time
if she really leave me, i have do everything that i try my best for her
i should let her go without heart breaker
i dun wan cry n emo anymore
i'm the guy

but i want to marry her after 7 years
i really wan her as my wife
maybe i too naive to thinking that
XD
so i make this as my target
after i graduate, i muz get a job to earn money
i will try to afford her CLP tuition fee
get my own car n house
only can marry her

hope everything goin to be great
i wish dear can done her course with 1st class honour
hehe
dear, i noe u can make it de
i love u n i cherish u so much
miss u wor, dear
muackss..