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i wan to say thank you, dear
becoz u did not ask me remove the our profile pic away in fb
put other pretty pic that we have
i'm so happy
even just a little action
i feel very happy
seriously
even dear ignore me
i will keep on to wait for ur phone
but i wont disturb dear
ytd i dun have chance to say it details
i know dear wana be alone and tired
so i dun make it to say
pls dun hate me
i promise i will guai guai be here
i wont say anything unless important stuff
sorry , dear
i wont disturb dear anymore.

i wan her be safe

well, i realized there was a guy who act as a nice guy treats dear good
finally, i found out he trick on her
i knew this thing will be happens
tat fucking shit guy have his own relationships
FUCK OFF LA...dun ever near to dear
i though is you going help me to take good care on her
but i'm wrong
u have purpose for doing all these
now i getting worry on her
she get trick by the guys
i really dun wan anything happen her
god bless her
keep away the bad guy from her
just leave her concentrate on her study
tat's her purpose come to UK
She must win , cannot lose.
i hope so i can study in UK
then i can take care on her

few day ago, dear over there got girl get raped
WTH!!!
it is not even safe to stay
why inside the hostel got this incident happens?
1 word
UK SUCK!!!!!
please, god
even let me everyday eat vegetarian
i just wan her in peace and healthy back to Malaysia
i dun wan any bad thing happens on her

Waiting her

yesterday, i finally not to called her
just because i promise her not to called her
waiting for her phone
i knew this week she going have tutorials test
don' call her is the best for her
i dun wan her mood getting worst in tutorials
but i wan to tell her gambateh in test
i dun even have chance to say these word
i found out her house was break in by thief with KNIFE
FUCK OFF la..thief
i damn worry she will scare whole the time at there
i wan to call her for wat happens at there
i guess if i call her now
she will never let me know
i cannot do anything
just wanna call her
but i can't

i went midvalley for the internship training
after training, me n my frens hang out around the midvalley
when i step in there
a lot couple holding each others
giggle and make funny thing
this make me remind i used to be like this
we hang out together
we always go SUSHI KING
even i eat sushi till scare
i still accompany her to eat
i really miss all the moment n memory with her
even my lover so far from here
cannot c her
just a temporary 9 months
9 MONTHS ONLY!!!!
i have to wait her for fighting the war in UK
i trust she can make it
at that time , she win the war
then only i can c her
propose her again
if  failed, propose her again and again
until i success

she still the only girl i ever have in my life
we have been in relationship so long
i never think to have other girl
my part of heart is taken away by her
my everything is belong to her
hope the time can recover everything back to normal
i want her, only girl i love, i cherish her, i like her
what i know is waiting her win the war.

i still care on her

even i working now, try to make myself busy
making myself tired whole day
but she always still appear in my mind
did she recover from sickness?
i still care on her
i want to c her
i want to hug her
she busy on her tutorials
i cannot skypee wif her
only can drop some msg to her
cheer her up
motivate her study
give some advice to ensure her healthy
i wan to c her
perhaps, i need a change
i must be mature
no childish
maybe we did not always contact , doesn't mean we not love each other
i need to trust on her
have faith on our love
i believe our bond will binding in the end of life
i really miss her so much..

1 year 8 months happy anniversary

today is me n her 1 year 8 month happy anniversary
even we broke up for temporary
i still remember this day
i would like to tell her " Dear, Happy Anniversary for 1 year 8 month"
i wan to say
but i cant
i dun want her back to moody in her life
i scare she miss me until cant concentrate on study
i cannot do it again to make her sad
even i have to keep it by myself
always remember our happy anniversary day
i'm happy that we have been together so long
i really cherish this relationship
u r the only girl that i ever have
i love u dear
Happy Anniversary

i call her just now, she sick, never let me noe..
she didnt tell, is ok de...
but i heard her sound sick getting seriously
but how m i goin to do
i cannot c her right now
i cannot cook porridge for her right now
when i knew some good guy cook for her
my feeling is some sort jealousness!!!
but i should happy
becoz got people take care her for me
i feel regret
i never cook porridge for her before
most of the time, i not beside her
she will sick
fuck you..god
r u playing me?
why i dont have this chance?
what can i do now?
she sick
she busy on her assignment
cant even talk for a while
wanna care on her
i only can praying
pls let dear be healthy
get rid the sickness from her
just let me sick even dont let her sick
i just wanna her be healthy

My first time

Guess this is my 1st time to write blog here
so far, i never have the experience for blogging
i will try to write my feeling
i'm so missing my little jojo
how is she now?
did she eat properly?
did dear sleep tight?
r her recover from sore throat n rashes?
i wanna know how well she been through at hull?
all i want just wish her to be healthy and happy in her life
ytd, she is damn moody bcoz of the certain housemate
i try and try to cheer her up, even she dun wan skypee wif me
i still wan accompany and talk to her , i use our Cute little 'Waddles' to make her happy
she did smile n laugh, i'm happy so much
i know girl like to be 'tham' by her bf
i will do it as much as i can to 'tham' her .
when she smile, tat is enough for me.
i dont want her moody, unhappy all the time
i wanna be at her side, but we are so far from each other.
i just do watever i must do to make her happy.
i always saw a couple walk around the inti
i imagine that we also been like tis before
i miss ur smile
i miss ur laugh
i miss ur hug that warm me up
i miss our kiss
now, i realized that u are not here
i am sad.
i know u also sad at there
i really love u so much, dear
that is true
no matter what, i will be as stone at here waiting u come bac to see me
i will wait for u coming back.
hope this 8 months can be over like a flash
1 more thing,
i finally can heard dear call me 'BE' in skypee
i'm so happy when heard that once.
even she never say it often.
i will always remember .